I have found myself in a really different time in my life. I feel that there are lot of changes coming up and that I'm on the brink of a new revelation in my life, but I couldn't tell you what in the world it is. I find myself being frustrated with the state of my life/job/spiritual walk lately. So therefore I'm hungry for something...but I could not tell you what it is. I find myself digging for knowledge. I'm in the process of reading 2 books right now. One called Blinded by Might: Can The Christian Right Save America? and the second is called Set Apart Femininity. Both have been good reads so far. I also feel tired of the Christian bubble I've been in. My heart is still the same; I still have the same drive and insatiable desire to see people experience the love and grace of God. I want to do my part to help those in emotional pain and need because I was there once and it sucks. I found my healing and I want to see others find the same. But the thing is that now as my walk with God has matured and deepened...I find myself wanting deeper knowledge. I'm not satisfied with "being fed milk". The church I attend is very seeker friendly and it does a great job reaching people who are in the middle of terrible times in their lives. Honestly, amazing things really do go on there. But I just can't shake the feeling that I just need more. I have lots of thoughts concerning this area and this has been brewing inside me and I'm just starting to put the pieces of the puzzle together now. More to come.
A lot of you hate on cats, but my cat was cracking me up tonight. He got in a crazy mood and was chasing a tennis ball around the kitchen like a crazed kitty. It was cute.
I saw a new video my friend Tad just posted on his facebook. His company is starting to do some CAT promotions and after watching the video I thought about how awesome he is and how much I miss him! Talk about being someone who is ACTUALLY doing something to show the love of Christ to others. He's a selfless workaholic who has given up much of his own personal agenda to provide for the needs of others. So inspirational!
This is an older video that was out in January for CNN Heroes of the year. I couldn't get the address of the new CAT video.
Me and Tad in NYC just a couple of weeks ago.
Tomorrow, I'm having coffee with the lovely Laura Rowe who has become like a mentor to me and I can't wait to run all the things by her that have been on my mind. Then I'll be making a budget plan so I can debate my salary when I got in for my job interview on Friday! Yay!
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